amandaslullaby

I'm quite neglectful of this journal lately, but I'm swamped with school right now. 4 weeks left. I don't think I'm taking summer classes, but that could change.

Was that a good or bad thing that I just hit send?
Whatever. I'm done being a shitty, petty person. You were there for me when other people weren't. I've changed.. and you need to know that.
End of story, accept it, or not. I'll live either way.

I have an anatomy quiz at 10, I'm gonna go study, and not get sleep.

"She broke her coccyx." ROBERT PATTINSON KNOWS ANATOMY.
God, he's perfect! Lol. I love the Twilight commentary. :)

Nostalgia overwhelms me once again. I slept too much today so now I can't fall asleep.
I pulled out a box from under my bed with various things from senior year, among other photos. The times were great, I'd go back in a heartbeat if I could.. in fact, I'd go back just to change a few things.
But while the times were great in the past, I feel like the friendships were nothing but fake back then. :\

You're fucking idiots. And you're not the people I met, and loved being friends with in the beginning.

I found this shirt online that I want so so so bad!
And it reads: Edward Prefers Brunettes.

Ha, funny, I prefer Edward, and well.. I'm a brunette.
Hello new t-shirt coming soon. <3

Wow, it's been awhile hasn't it?
I'll update later.. but my mom is watching me to watch something on TV with here. :)

<3
p.s. I've missed writing.
p.s.s. It will most likely be 'Friends Only' just like the past post from December.
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Here's the consensus of tonight.
I suck at board games. My mom and Jacob completely tortured me at Monopoly and Life.
Lol, wow.

Goodnight. :]

The semester is ending, which means endless days in the library getting all of my things done for my English Portfolio/studying for finals. Ugh.
8 more days until a 2-day a week classes.

Lol, I probably should be walking to class instead of still sitting here.

I really shouldn't be pissed off that you have something on your page about Twilight, but I am.

It's my favorite book/saga and movie, but honestly.. you liking it ruins the sanity it gives me. And I don't want anyone to ruin it for me, because it gives me a piece of mind when people, like yourself, let me down.


ugh.

So, today is Thanksgiving, and I hope everyone had a good one.
My mom made the whole sha-bang even though it's been just her and I for almost 8 years now.

This is the first holiday season without my father. I tried to make it through the day without shedding a tear, but I found that to be very unsuccessful. It just gets to me because this was his absolute favorite time of year; he was always the happiest now. I guess it's going to take some getting used to.
I kept myself occupied all day reading a book that I'm nearly finished with, and helping my mom.

I think I've finally convinced my mom to come with me to see Twilight tomorrow. It came out over a week ago, and I've seen it twice, but I'm itching for a third.
So, I'll probably do that.

The rest of the time off from school, I'm devoting to homework and other house-hold chores.

But right now, right now The Notebook is on.. and I'm going to go emerge myself in this cheesy but wonderful love story, then read until I fall asleep.

I saw Twilight for the second time last night, and still couldn't be more pleased.
I think it's been confirmed by myself, friends, and family that I am more than obsessed with Twilight.

There is so much going on right now.
While I'm trying to re-read all of the Saga, I also have so much school work to do.
I'm completely swamped in my English class, I have a lot of math to catch up on, a ton of studying to do for my cumulative Political science exam, as well as my Psychology to remember.
I'm just glad this semester is almost over.
Not that next semester is going to be ANY easier, but I only go 2 days a weeks next semester.
Which means... I have to look for a job. Seriously look.

And with the holiday's quickly approaching, I'm torn between my usual happiness from the weather, season, and being completely apathetic to everything around me.

Since it seems as if I'll never get my copy of New Moon back from a former friend, I took it upon myself to buy another one. However, my mom was gracious enough to actually purchase it for me.
God, I love her.

I started re-reading the Saga over, again, today.
I'm falling in love all over again, and picking it apart from the movie.
I think that Kelly and I are going to see it again just one more time this weekend tomorrow morning.

I can't wait until they start filming New Moon, since it was declared today that Summit will indeed be producing it.
:D

I swear, every post will not be about Twilight or the rest of the Saga. Haha!
It's all that's basically going on right now, though.

5 more weeks left in this school semester.
Ugh, and thankfully only 12 credits next semester.
That's so much better than 17.

Goodnight.

I saw Twilight at midnight yesterday.
I swear, I thought I was going to be disappointed beyond belief, but I wasn't. I was so happy that I wanted to cry several times throughout the movie. Obviously, the book will never compare, and little things bugged me more than they probably should have. But in reality, I just wanted this movie to be as perfect as I picture it in my head.
I'm re-reading the saga over again, and probably again. As well as going to see the movie again many times.

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